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it smells your fear!

catalyst ☼

...or cell. - he she tek, mascfem terms, 19 years old, heavily disordered and autistic, taken by my moonlight <3 proud libra, 2w3 sx268, #1 fall out boy lover, pro outlast glazer; she has a constant thirst for sad lesbians and scary men <3 if this sounds like you, DON'T hit him up!!

/̷̠̃/̷̮̈́/̷͚̙͌̾͜/̸̫̈́̿̔̑/̸̫͇̒̚/̷̰̟̰̾ͅ/̶̬̼̈́̆/̷͈̤̍̀̏/̸̨̬͈̌/̷͍̮̈́̕͜/̸̙̊̀̄̏ͅ/̷̢̯͖͚̀̐͒̏/̴͎̻̇̌̃͐/̵̘̬͙̺̎̿̄̽/̶͉̮̦͔̊̂̏̌-̶͉̽-̶̜̪̏͂̂-̵̜̂͛-̸̼̝͠-̵̛͇͆͠ͅ-̷̥͓

-̵̨͍̥͎̠̼̏̾̏-̸̨̺̜͔̲̣̟̓̐-̵̝̜̫͈͎͍̪̺̭̮͙̲̞̈́̈̒͊͆̀͊͒̓͜͠-̷̡̡̢̮̦̟͉̪̝̩͍̜̤̹̟̈́̽-̵̛̥̻̙͍͕̩̞̣̀́̔-̴̱̐̍̆̇͠-̷̡͎̬̦̮̦͚̞̬̙͎̏̒̈́͆̓̑̀̃̇̆͜͠ͅͅ-̶̻̦̙̺͓̣̳̤̻̞̱̆̈́̇̀̊̌̃͠-̷͈͔̥̲͇̱̆̎̒̉̂͘̕͠-̸͈͎̠͈̐̌͝-̶̬͕̱͖̦̾̄̉͜-̴̢̡͖̩̙̘͍͕̜͔̯̯͖̌͋̌̓̊̇̈́͂̔͋̉͗͑̏̚͜-̸̨̮̱͍̺̬̥̜̺̟͙̫͇̲̋-̵̛̪̳̘̦͛̍̀͂͌͑͝͝-̸̡͚̦̱̮̘̠̅̀̄͘͜-̶̳̻͙̤̣̟͓̉͐̒̈́̑͑̈ͅ-̵̢̛̱̯̲͇̜̤͖̓̾̃̅̎̇͂̈

.DON'T LET IT'S EYES FOOL YOU!.
this foxy, owl-like, "girl" can perfectly mimic human interaction, blending seamlessly into society... if you find him, please call 1-800-LAVENDER ASAP to return her to her rightful owner!

-̸-̸-̷-̷-̶-̵̬̃-̷̥͆-̴̜̄-̶̹̂-̵̼̕-̵̲̐-̷̦̍-̸̳͠-̴̞͗-̷͎̆-̸̯́-̷̜͂-̸-̸-̷-̷-̶

BEFORE YOU INTERACT! i'm an adult, meaning i don't like talking to people way younger than me!! if it's super important that you have to dm me, just ask beforehand and we can chat, but i will not be friends with you. crazy that i have to push this so hard >_>i struggle with fluctuating empathy a lot, so i may find it difficult to understand your struggles and needs at times. i can not guarantee that i will always have your best interest in mind, but it's something i'm working on.my speech often centers around myself, meaning my advice, perspectives, stories, etc, will probably start with "i/me/myself." HOWEVER this doesn't mean i'm only thinking of myself! 99% of the time i'm trying to connect by relating my own life to yours. this is also something i try to be aware of, but it'll definitely slip through the cracks.i have a higher social battery on vcs, and i frequently forget to reply to dms or text first after a large gap. pleeease don't assume i'm ignoring you or don't like you. i'm a very "out of sight, out of mind" kind of person, so it's nothing against you! keep reminding me and i'll get better at it! ;D

DON'T EVEN BOTHER!

i generally don't care what kind of person you are as long as you aren't causing real-world harm and you're not dragging me into discourse constantly. i DO love talking drama like it's a reality tv show, BUT there is a fine line between funny trash talk and being a loser :/ i also block very freely, typically because i find someone mildly annoying and don't want to see their posts / similar content LOLLL

-̴̡̢̠͕̦̯͔̻̤͈͗̍͋̃̾̕̚͘͘͜-̸̳͍̭̩̣͍̯̭̞̤̄̿͘ͅͅ-̶͕̣̠̂̉͘͠-̵̛̪̤̎̿̾͂͒͛͋̚͝͠-̴̧̡̢̰̘̲͎͖͍̼̠̞̀͛̏̈́̑̋̍̚͝͝-̸̢͖̼̫͖̙̂̆-̸̘̱̹͈͛-̴̢͓̼̰̼͌̔͛-̷̧̧͉̯̟̠̬̯̯̠̈́̊̈́͠ͅͅ-̴̘̩̺̬̙͇̰̲̲̹̠͊̿̉̋̈́́͐͋͂́ͅ-̶̰͎̙̻̥̩̊̋-̶͕̥̲̩͕͇̭͇̟̳͈̿̈́͊͒̋̏̍͂̅͌͐͝-̵̤̣̰̪̤͕̱͈̭͖̍̀͛̋̽̎̽̕̕͜͠-̴̲̯̟͈̊̍̉̎͊̏͘͝-̴̛̦̮̈͗̆͋͠-̸̧̞͙̮̹̈͆̆͛͋̾̊̚-̵̛̭̙͖̉̈̏̊͘͝-̴͚̯̙̺̻̫̙͔͔͆̃͋̐̈̈́̍̏͘͘ͅ-̴̛͍̘̟̺̹̪̱̯̇́͂̌-̶̲̬̺̙͙̪͕͙̔͜͜-̶̹͍͔̼̞̎͂͒͐̆̅̊-̵̳̺̳̹̬̪̽̽̒̎̎͛́͐̕-̷͇̝͙̩̈̽͋̅͘-̷͉̑̊͝-̸̊̒̊̚ͅ-̴͕̬̦͍̜͙͍͋͆̌̀̈̈̃̏̃̒͒͘

/̷̠̃/̷̮̈́/̷͚̙͌̾͜/̸̫̈́̿̔̑/̸̫͇̒̚/̷̰̟̰̾ͅ/̶̬̼̈́̆/̷͈̤̍̀̏/̸̨̬͈̌/̷͍̮̈́̕͜/̸̙̊̀̄̏ͅ/̷̢̯͖͚̀̐͒̏/̴͎̻̇̌̃͐/̵̘̬͙̺̎̿̄̽/̶͉̮̦͔̊̂̏̌-̶͉̽-̶̜̪̏͂̂-̵̜̂͛-̸̼̝͠-̵̛͇͆͠ͅ-̷̥͓

...COLLECTIVE. i'm a C-DID system, and i'm not very secretive about it online 🤫 i flip between i/we pronouns often but usually only when the topic comes up. i mask frequently unless i know the other person is also a system or we're in a plural-focused converstaion. refer to us collectively unless we're proxying pls ^^

-̵̨͍̥͎̠̼̏̾̏-̸̨̺̜͔̲̣̟̓̐-̵̝̜̫͈͎͍̪̺̭̮͙̲̞̈́̈̒͊͆̀͊͒̓͜͠-̷̡̡̢̮̦̟͉̪̝̩͍̜̤̹̟̈́̽-̵̛̥̻̙͍͕̩̞̣̀́̔-̴̱̐̍̆̇͠-̷̡͎̬̦̮̦͚̞̬̙͎̏̒̈́͆̓̑̀̃̇̆͜͠ͅͅ-̶̻̦̙̺͓̣̳̤̻̞̱̆̈́̇̀̊̌̃͠-̷͈͔̥̲͇̱̆̎̒̉̂͘̕͠-̸͈͎̠͈̐̌͝-̶̬͕̱͖̦̾̄̉͜-̴̢̡͖̩̙̘͍͕̜͔̯̯͖̌͋̌̓̊̇̈́͂̔͋̉͗͑̏̚͜-̸̨̮̱͍̺̬̥̜̺̟͙̫͇̲̋-̵̛̪̳̘̦͛̍̀͂͌͑͝͝-̸̡͚̦̱̮̘̠̅̀̄͘͜-̶̳̻͙̤̣̟͓̉͐̒̈́̑͑̈ͅ-̵̢̛̱̯̲͇̜̤͖̓̾̃̅̎̇͂̈

-̵̨͍̥͎̠̼̏̾̏-̸̨̺̜͔̲̣̟̓̐-̵̝̜̫͈͎͍̪̺̭̮͙̲̞̈́̈̒͊͆̀͊͒̓͜͠-̷̡̡̢̮̦̟͉̪̝̩͍̜̤̹̟̈́̽-̵̛̥̻̙͍͕̩̞̣̀́̔-̴̱̐̍̆̇͠-̷̡͎̬̦̮̦͚̞̬̙͎̏̒̈́͆̓̑̀̃̇̆͜͠ͅͅ-̶̻̦̙̺͓̣̳̤̻̞̱̆̈́̇̀̊̌̃͠-̷͈͔̥̲͇̱̆̎̒̉̂͘̕͠-̸͈͎̠͈̐̌͝-̶̬͕̱͖̦̾̄̉͜-̴̢̡͖̩̙̘͍͕̜͔̯̯͖̌͋̌̓̊̇̈́͂̔͋̉͗͑̏̚͜-̸̨̮̱͍̺̬̥̜̺̟͙̫͇̲̋-̵̛̪̳̘̦͛̍̀͂͌͑͝͝-̸̡͚̦̱̮̘̠̅̀̄͘͜-̶̳̻͙̤̣̟͓̉͐̒̈́̑͑̈ͅ-̵̢̛̱̯̲͇̜̤͖̓̾̃̅̎̇͂̈

it sees your sins!

...EXT. INFORMATION. there's about ~25 active headmates within our system, with frequent fronters cycling every few weeks. there are six main archetypes, each named after a rig from the outlast trials, if you're curious you can ask what each rig represents! (but it's kind of obvious if you look at our dashboard lmfao)the most common fronters currently are kitty, gato, marshall, and josephie. you might see their names in my discord status, or see my profile layout changing frequently. feel free to ask about who's fronting! front requests are also cool 99% of the time, but pls be mindful about it thank u

interests

...special inetests. the outlast trilogy, fall out boy, half-life/hlvrai/freemind (+ aus), worms & leeches i'm like soooo normal about that kinda stuff.... haha.......other interests. madoka magica, 3rd wave emo (and adjacent genres), folk punk, EDM, hannibal (books + show), creative writing (#ao3 author), QSMP, speedrunning, roleplaying, web design (carrd, neocities, toyhouse, HTML stuff), creepypasta & the slenderverse, glitch studio shows, roblox, DBH, minesweeper, NSO, NINAH, the pitt, homestuck many things are probably missing! ask if you're curious about what else i might like!

u̵̼̘͍̇t̶̥̩̑͒͛h̸̠͎̓̂͘ e̷̠̮͗͜ͅr̴̨͇̅͑͌e̸̼̤̳͋̏͛ l̴̡̨̲̤̺͉̯͚̓͑͐̂͋̅͊͛̉̃̎͋̍͜i̴̧̡̢̢̛͈̩̬̯̟͚̟͕̺̪̯͓͌͂̔̎̉̊̐̆̎͐̓̈̾̄͘͜͝v̴̡̨͚̼̣̮̯̬̲̯̲̫̯̟̣̝̟͈͓͈͋͑̇͋̂͝ỉ̵̢̨͔͔͚͎̹͚̱̮̈̉͐́̍̽́̈́͐͑̒͠͠n̴͙̰̤͚̩̲͎̩͐̎̈́͂͌͗̓̆̍̐͜͠ͅġ̷̨̧̠̠̜͉̞̰̳̳͍̩̠̱̹̼̻̌̔̍͌̈̈́̉̈́̏̈́̈́̒̐̚̕͜͜ͅͅ
v̴̡̨͚̼̣̮̯̬̲̯̲̫̯̟̣̝̟͈͓͈͋͑̇͋̂͝ỉ̵̢̨͔͔͚͎̹͚̱̮̈̉͐́̍̽́̈́͐͑̒͠͠ v̴̡̨͚̼̣̮̯̬̲̯̲̫̯̟̣̝̟͈͓͈͋͑̇͋̂͝ỉ̵̢̨͔͔͚͎̹͚̱̮̈̉͐́̍̽́̈́͐͑̒͠͠ v̴̡̨͚̼̣̮̯̬̲̯̲̫̯̟̣̝̟͈͓͈͋͑̇͋̂͝ỉ̵̢̨͔͔͚͎̹͚̱̮̈̉͐́̍̽́̈́͐͑̒͠͠ v̴̡̨͚̼̣̮̯̬̲̯̲̫̯̟̣̝̟͈͓͈͋͑̇͋̂͝ỉ̵̢̨͔͔͚͎̹͚̱̮̈̉͐́̍̽́̈́͐͑̒͠͠ v̴̡̨͚̼̣̮̯̬̲̯̲̫̯̟̣̝̟͈͓͈͋͑̇͋̂͝ỉ̵̢̨͔͔͚͎̹͚̱̮̈̉͐́̍̽́̈́͐͑̒͠͠ v̴̡̨͚̼̣̮̯̬̲̯̲̫̯̟̣̝̟͈͓͈͋͑̇͋̂͝ỉ̵̢̨͔͔͚͎̹͚̱̮̈̉͐́̍̽́̈́͐͑̒͠͠
̵͇́̇̕͠͝ǹ̸̛͉̯̬͍̘̩̫̜̊͊̚̕͝ ī̷̛̳͉̟̠͇̣͇̘̩̭̳̬̥̙̑̏̒̀̽͊̒̽̾̾͒̂͘͜͝͝ͅǧ̴̨̜̩̮̟͇̠̝̤̣̹̟͉̻̟̤̈́̊̒͂̍̍̀̔̔̀͛̍̕̕͝ ţ̸̜̘̜̪̏̍͆̈́̈́̊̅͒̏͗̾̚͝͝͝͝͝m̸̡̨̬̘̊̈́͂̎a̵̧̬̤̺̥̮͇̥̟͈͎͎͍̻͇͕͓͚͉̤̅̀͛͋̇̾͒̍̃͐͛͊͘͝͠ r̸̨̫̬͇̣̤̥͆̅̇͑̆͗̈́̚̕͝͠͝͝ȩ̴̨̧͈̳͕̥͖̦̰̼͚̦͚͍̭̎͋̀͒͐̂̃͐̆̾͜ͅͅ

/̷̠̃/̷̮̈́/̷͚̙͌̾͜/̸̫̈́̿̔̑/̸̫͇̒̚/̷̰̟̰̾ͅ/̶̬̼̈́̆/̷͈̤̍̀̏/̸̨̬͈̌/̷͍̮̈́̕͜/̸̙̊̀̄̏ͅ/̷̢̯͖͚̀̐͒̏/̴͎̻̇̌̃͐/̵̘̬͙̺̎̿̄̽/̶͉̮̦͔̊̂̏̌-̶͉̽-̶̜̪̏͂̂-̵̜̂͛-̸̼̝͠-̵̛͇͆͠ͅ-̷̥͓

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..< noia 3. my lavender, my moonlight, my stardust ; together since february 13th, 2024
~ forever tied to my beautiful flower <3.< the friendcule 3. my smelly idiot friends who i cherish so deeply ~w~
~ #hornetharem #deadfies #enneaculei love each and every one of my friends so very much, you are all so unique and special to me :) you are loved 4eva!!! <3.
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-̵̨͍̥͎̠̼̏̾̏-̸̨̺̜͔̲̣̟̓̐-̵̝̜̫͈͎͍̪̺̭̮͙̲̞̈́̈̒͊͆̀͊͒̓͜͠-̷̡̡̢̮̦̟͉̪̝̩͍̜̤̹̟̈́̽-̵̛̥̻̙͍͕̩̞̣̀́̔-̴̱̐̍̆̇͠-̷̡͎̬̦̮̦͚̞̬̙͎̏̒̈́͆̓̑̀̃̇̆͜͠ͅͅ-̶̻̦̙̺͓̣̳̤̻̞̱̆̈́̇̀̊̌̃͠-̷͈͔̥̲͇̱̆̎̒̉̂͘̕͠-̸͈͎̠͈̐̌͝-̶̬͕̱͖̦̾̄̉͜-̴̢̡͖̩̙̘͍͕̜͔̯̯͖̌͋̌̓̊̇̈́͂̔͋̉͗͑̏̚͜-̸̨̮̱͍̺̬̥̜̺̟͙̫͇̲̋-̵̛̪̳̘̦͛̍̀͂͌͑͝͝-̸̡͚̦̱̮̘̠̅̀̄͘͜-̶̳̻͙̤̣̟͓̉͐̒̈́̑͑̈ͅ-̵̢̛̱̯̲͇̜̤͖̓̾̃̅̎̇͂̈