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it smells your fear!

catalyst ☼

...or rifta. - she him neos , mascfem terms, 19 years old, heavily disordered and autistic, taken x2 proud libra, fake typology fan, #1 fall out boy hater, pro outlast glazer; she has a constant thirst for sad lesbians and scary men <3 if this sounds like you, DON'T hit him up!!

/̷̠̃/̷̮̈́/̷͚̙͌̾͜/̸̫̈́̿̔̑/̸̫͇̒̚/̷̰̟̰̾ͅ/̶̬̼̈́̆/̷͈̤̍̀̏/̸̨̬͈̌/̷͍̮̈́̕͜/̸̙̊̀̄̏ͅ/̷̢̯͖͚̀̐͒̏/̴͎̻̇̌̃͐/̵̘̬͙̺̎̿̄̽/̶͉̮̦͔̊̂̏̌-̶͉̽-̶̜̪̏͂̂-̵̜̂͛-̸̼̝͠-̵̛͇͆͠ͅ-̷̥͓

-̵̨͍̥͎̠̼̏̾̏-̸̨̺̜͔̲̣̟̓̐-̵̝̜̫͈͎͍̪̺̭̮͙̲̞̈́̈̒͊͆̀͊͒̓͜͠-̷̡̡̢̮̦̟͉̪̝̩͍̜̤̹̟̈́̽-̵̛̥̻̙͍͕̩̞̣̀́̔-̴̱̐̍̆̇͠-̷̡͎̬̦̮̦͚̞̬̙͎̏̒̈́͆̓̑̀̃̇̆͜͠ͅͅ-̶̻̦̙̺͓̣̳̤̻̞̱̆̈́̇̀̊̌̃͠-̷͈͔̥̲͇̱̆̎̒̉̂͘̕͠-̸͈͎̠͈̐̌͝-̶̬͕̱͖̦̾̄̉͜-̴̢̡͖̩̙̘͍͕̜͔̯̯͖̌͋̌̓̊̇̈́͂̔͋̉͗͑̏̚͜-̸̨̮̱͍̺̬̥̜̺̟͙̫͇̲̋-̵̛̪̳̘̦͛̍̀͂͌͑͝͝-̸̡͚̦̱̮̘̠̅̀̄͘͜-̶̳̻͙̤̣̟͓̉͐̒̈́̑͑̈ͅ-̵̢̛̱̯̲͇̜̤͖̓̾̃̅̎̇͂̈

.DON'T LET IT'S EYES FOOL YOU!.
this foxy, owl-like, "girl" can perfectly mimic human interaction, blending seamlessly into society... if you find him, please call 1-800-AGGRAVAT3 ASAP to return her to her rightful owners!

-̸-̸-̷-̷-̶-̵̬̃-̷̥͆-̴̜̄-̶̹̂-̵̼̕-̵̲̐-̷̦̍-̸̳͠-̴̞͗-̷͎̆-̸̯́-̷̜͂-̸-̸-̷-̷-̶

BEFORE YOU INTERACT! i'm an adult, meaning i don't really like talking to people way younger than me!! if you're 16 or under, PLEASE do not dm me!! if it's super important, just ask beforehand and it'll be fine, but i WILL NOT get buddy-buddy with you afterwards. sorry!i struggle with fluctuating empathy a lot, so i may find it difficult to understand your struggles and needs at times. i can not guarantee that i will always have your best interest in mind, but it's something i'm working on.my speech often centers around myself, meaning my advice, perspectives, stories, etc, will probably start with "i/me/myself." HOWEVER this doesn't mean i'm only thinking of myself! 99% of the time i'm trying to connect by relating my own life to yours. this is also something i try to be aware of, but sometimes it'll slip through the cracks.i have a very low social battery on vcs, and i frequently forget to reply to dms or text first. pleeease don't assume i'm ignoring you or don't like you. i'm a very "out of sight, out of mind" kind of person, it's nothing against you! just keep pestering me and i'll get back to you!

DON'T EVEN BOTHER!

i generally don't care what kind of person you are as long as you aren't causing real-world harm and you're not dragging me into discourse constantly. i DO love talking drama like it's a reality tv show, BUT there is a fine line between funny trash talk and being a discourse-centered loser with nothing better to do. i also block very freely, typically because i find someone mildly annoying and don't want to see their posts / similar content LOLLL

-̴̡̢̠͕̦̯͔̻̤͈͗̍͋̃̾̕̚͘͘͜-̸̳͍̭̩̣͍̯̭̞̤̄̿͘ͅͅ-̶͕̣̠̂̉͘͠-̵̛̪̤̎̿̾͂͒͛͋̚͝͠-̴̧̡̢̰̘̲͎͖͍̼̠̞̀͛̏̈́̑̋̍̚͝͝-̸̢͖̼̫͖̙̂̆-̸̘̱̹͈͛-̴̢͓̼̰̼͌̔͛-̷̧̧͉̯̟̠̬̯̯̠̈́̊̈́͠ͅͅ-̴̘̩̺̬̙͇̰̲̲̹̠͊̿̉̋̈́́͐͋͂́ͅ-̶̰͎̙̻̥̩̊̋-̶͕̥̲̩͕͇̭͇̟̳͈̿̈́͊͒̋̏̍͂̅͌͐͝-̵̤̣̰̪̤͕̱͈̭͖̍̀͛̋̽̎̽̕̕͜͠-̴̲̯̟͈̊̍̉̎͊̏͘͝-̴̛̦̮̈͗̆͋͠-̸̧̞͙̮̹̈͆̆͛͋̾̊̚-̵̛̭̙͖̉̈̏̊͘͝-̴͚̯̙̺̻̫̙͔͔͆̃͋̐̈̈́̍̏͘͘ͅ-̴̛͍̘̟̺̹̪̱̯̇́͂̌-̶̲̬̺̙͙̪͕͙̔͜͜-̶̹͍͔̼̞̎͂͒͐̆̅̊-̵̳̺̳̹̬̪̽̽̒̎̎͛́͐̕-̷͇̝͙̩̈̽͋̅͘-̷͉̑̊͝-̸̊̒̊̚ͅ-̴͕̬̦͍̜͙͍͋͆̌̀̈̈̃̏̃̒͒͘

/̷̠̃/̷̮̈́/̷͚̙͌̾͜/̸̫̈́̿̔̑/̸̫͇̒̚/̷̰̟̰̾ͅ/̶̬̼̈́̆/̷͈̤̍̀̏/̸̨̬͈̌/̷͍̮̈́̕͜/̸̙̊̀̄̏ͅ/̷̢̯͖͚̀̐͒̏/̴͎̻̇̌̃͐/̵̘̬͙̺̎̿̄̽/̶͉̮̦͔̊̂̏̌-̶͉̽-̶̜̪̏͂̂-̵̜̂͛-̸̼̝͠-̵̛͇͆͠ͅ-̷̥͓

...COLLECTIVE. we're a tbmc-based system, meaning our functions are just a bit more complex than usual. we don't hide this fact about ourselves, but we're obviously not going to go into crazy detail with strangers on the internet. we have two side systems (the main side being murkoff corp., and the second being temple gate) with strong amnesia between each other. because of this, we go through periods where our memory is messy and fronting gets complicated. please be patient with us during these times!we mask frequently unless we know the other person is also a system or we're in a plural-based server. refer to us collectively unless we're proxying.

-̵̨͍̥͎̠̼̏̾̏-̸̨̺̜͔̲̣̟̓̐-̵̝̜̫͈͎͍̪̺̭̮͙̲̞̈́̈̒͊͆̀͊͒̓͜͠-̷̡̡̢̮̦̟͉̪̝̩͍̜̤̹̟̈́̽-̵̛̥̻̙͍͕̩̞̣̀́̔-̴̱̐̍̆̇͠-̷̡͎̬̦̮̦͚̞̬̙͎̏̒̈́͆̓̑̀̃̇̆͜͠ͅͅ-̶̻̦̙̺͓̣̳̤̻̞̱̆̈́̇̀̊̌̃͠-̷͈͔̥̲͇̱̆̎̒̉̂͘̕͠-̸͈͎̠͈̐̌͝-̶̬͕̱͖̦̾̄̉͜-̴̢̡͖̩̙̘͍͕̜͔̯̯͖̌͋̌̓̊̇̈́͂̔͋̉͗͑̏̚͜-̸̨̮̱͍̺̬̥̜̺̟͙̫͇̲̋-̵̛̪̳̘̦͛̍̀͂͌͑͝͝-̸̡͚̦̱̮̘̠̅̀̄͘͜-̶̳̻͙̤̣̟͓̉͐̒̈́̑͑̈ͅ-̵̢̛̱̯̲͇̜̤͖̓̾̃̅̎̇͂̈

-̵̨͍̥͎̠̼̏̾̏-̸̨̺̜͔̲̣̟̓̐-̵̝̜̫͈͎͍̪̺̭̮͙̲̞̈́̈̒͊͆̀͊͒̓͜͠-̷̡̡̢̮̦̟͉̪̝̩͍̜̤̹̟̈́̽-̵̛̥̻̙͍͕̩̞̣̀́̔-̴̱̐̍̆̇͠-̷̡͎̬̦̮̦͚̞̬̙͎̏̒̈́͆̓̑̀̃̇̆͜͠ͅͅ-̶̻̦̙̺͓̣̳̤̻̞̱̆̈́̇̀̊̌̃͠-̷͈͔̥̲͇̱̆̎̒̉̂͘̕͠-̸͈͎̠͈̐̌͝-̶̬͕̱͖̦̾̄̉͜-̴̢̡͖̩̙̘͍͕̜͔̯̯͖̌͋̌̓̊̇̈́͂̔͋̉͗͑̏̚͜-̸̨̮̱͍̺̬̥̜̺̟͙̫͇̲̋-̵̛̪̳̘̦͛̍̀͂͌͑͝͝-̸̡͚̦̱̮̘̠̅̀̄͘͜-̶̳̻͙̤̣̟͓̉͐̒̈́̑͑̈ͅ-̵̢̛̱̯̲͇̜̤͖̓̾̃̅̎̇͂̈

it sees your sins!

...MURKOFF'S "RIGS" & ARCHETYPES. our headmates (or "reagents") follow 6 main archetypes named after the outlast trials' rigs.
- obviously outlast didn't cause our functions. they're just themed for fun. :Pstun, the protectors ; jammer, the aggressors ; barricade, the holders ; x-ray, the managers ; heal, the caretakers ; blind, the socializers.
- each rig has roughly 4 reagents that fall under them, giving us nearly 25 fully formed, unique alters.temple gate has a much larger headcount, and their roles follow these six archetypes (albeit loosely and without the fancy names, lol.)...FREQUENT FRONTERS. there are typically 3-4 frequent fronters from murkoff that cycle every few weeks. temple gate does not front frequently.JUNIA, MARSHALL, and ZACHARY are currently the most likely to be in or near front at any given time. do not ask for someone else to front if you don't know them and the current fronter personally. if you'd like to pass on a message, just let us know and we'll get it to them!

interests

...special inetests. the outlast trilogy, fall out boy, half-life/hlvrai/freemind (+ aus), worms & leeches i'm like soooo normal about that kinda stuff.... haha.......other interests. madoka magica, 3rd wave emo (and adjacent genres), folk punk, EDM, hannibal (books + show), creative writing (#ao3 author), QSMP, speedrunning, roleplaying, web design (carrd, neocities, toyhouse, HTML stuff), creepypasta & the slenderverse, glitch studio shows, roblox, DBH, minesweeper, NSO, NINAH, the pitt, homestuck many things are probably missing! ask if you're curious about what else i might like!

u̵̼̘͍̇t̶̥̩̑͒͛h̸̠͎̓̂͘ e̷̠̮͗͜ͅr̴̨͇̅͑͌e̸̼̤̳͋̏͛ l̴̡̨̲̤̺͉̯͚̓͑͐̂͋̅͊͛̉̃̎͋̍͜i̴̧̡̢̢̛͈̩̬̯̟͚̟͕̺̪̯͓͌͂̔̎̉̊̐̆̎͐̓̈̾̄͘͜͝v̴̡̨͚̼̣̮̯̬̲̯̲̫̯̟̣̝̟͈͓͈͋͑̇͋̂͝ỉ̵̢̨͔͔͚͎̹͚̱̮̈̉͐́̍̽́̈́͐͑̒͠͠n̴͙̰̤͚̩̲͎̩͐̎̈́͂͌͗̓̆̍̐͜͠ͅġ̷̨̧̠̠̜͉̞̰̳̳͍̩̠̱̹̼̻̌̔̍͌̈̈́̉̈́̏̈́̈́̒̐̚̕͜͜ͅͅ
v̴̡̨͚̼̣̮̯̬̲̯̲̫̯̟̣̝̟͈͓͈͋͑̇͋̂͝ỉ̵̢̨͔͔͚͎̹͚̱̮̈̉͐́̍̽́̈́͐͑̒͠͠ v̴̡̨͚̼̣̮̯̬̲̯̲̫̯̟̣̝̟͈͓͈͋͑̇͋̂͝ỉ̵̢̨͔͔͚͎̹͚̱̮̈̉͐́̍̽́̈́͐͑̒͠͠ v̴̡̨͚̼̣̮̯̬̲̯̲̫̯̟̣̝̟͈͓͈͋͑̇͋̂͝ỉ̵̢̨͔͔͚͎̹͚̱̮̈̉͐́̍̽́̈́͐͑̒͠͠ v̴̡̨͚̼̣̮̯̬̲̯̲̫̯̟̣̝̟͈͓͈͋͑̇͋̂͝ỉ̵̢̨͔͔͚͎̹͚̱̮̈̉͐́̍̽́̈́͐͑̒͠͠ v̴̡̨͚̼̣̮̯̬̲̯̲̫̯̟̣̝̟͈͓͈͋͑̇͋̂͝ỉ̵̢̨͔͔͚͎̹͚̱̮̈̉͐́̍̽́̈́͐͑̒͠͠ v̴̡̨͚̼̣̮̯̬̲̯̲̫̯̟̣̝̟͈͓͈͋͑̇͋̂͝ỉ̵̢̨͔͔͚͎̹͚̱̮̈̉͐́̍̽́̈́͐͑̒͠͠
̵͇́̇̕͠͝ǹ̸̛͉̯̬͍̘̩̫̜̊͊̚̕͝ ī̷̛̳͉̟̠͇̣͇̘̩̭̳̬̥̙̑̏̒̀̽͊̒̽̾̾͒̂͘͜͝͝ͅǧ̴̨̜̩̮̟͇̠̝̤̣̹̟͉̻̟̤̈́̊̒͂̍̍̀̔̔̀͛̍̕̕͝ ţ̸̜̘̜̪̏̍͆̈́̈́̊̅͒̏͗̾̚͝͝͝͝͝m̸̡̨̬̘̊̈́͂̎a̵̧̬̤̺̥̮͇̥̟͈͎͎͍̻͇͕͓͚͉̤̅̀͛͋̇̾͒̍̃͐͛͊͘͝͠ r̸̨̫̬͇̣̤̥͆̅̇͑̆͗̈́̚̕͝͠͝͝ȩ̴̨̧͈̳͕̥͖̦̰̼͚̦͚͍̭̎͋̀͒͐̂̃͐̆̾͜ͅͅ

/̷̠̃/̷̮̈́/̷͚̙͌̾͜/̸̫̈́̿̔̑/̸̫͇̒̚/̷̰̟̰̾ͅ/̶̬̼̈́̆/̷͈̤̍̀̏/̸̨̬͈̌/̷͍̮̈́̕͜/̸̙̊̀̄̏ͅ/̷̢̯͖͚̀̐͒̏/̴͎̻̇̌̃͐/̵̘̬͙̺̎̿̄̽/̶͉̮̦͔̊̂̏̌-̶͉̽-̶̜̪̏͂̂-̵̜̂͛-̸̼̝͠-̵̛͇͆͠ͅ-̷̥͓

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..< noia 3. my lavender, my moonlight, my stardust ; together since february 13th, 2024
.< micha 3. my daisy, my symbiote, my twin soul ; together since august 24th, 2025
~ forever tied to my beautiful bouqueti also love ALLLL of my friends!!!! i couldn't have made it this far without you guys, thank you for being a part of my life!! :D.
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-̵̨͍̥͎̠̼̏̾̏-̸̨̺̜͔̲̣̟̓̐-̵̝̜̫͈͎͍̪̺̭̮͙̲̞̈́̈̒͊͆̀͊͒̓͜͠-̷̡̡̢̮̦̟͉̪̝̩͍̜̤̹̟̈́̽-̵̛̥̻̙͍͕̩̞̣̀́̔-̴̱̐̍̆̇͠-̷̡͎̬̦̮̦͚̞̬̙͎̏̒̈́͆̓̑̀̃̇̆͜͠ͅͅ-̶̻̦̙̺͓̣̳̤̻̞̱̆̈́̇̀̊̌̃͠-̷͈͔̥̲͇̱̆̎̒̉̂͘̕͠-̸͈͎̠͈̐̌͝-̶̬͕̱͖̦̾̄̉͜-̴̢̡͖̩̙̘͍͕̜͔̯̯͖̌͋̌̓̊̇̈́͂̔͋̉͗͑̏̚͜-̸̨̮̱͍̺̬̥̜̺̟͙̫͇̲̋-̵̛̪̳̘̦͛̍̀͂͌͑͝͝-̸̡͚̦̱̮̘̠̅̀̄͘͜-̶̳̻͙̤̣̟͓̉͐̒̈́̑͑̈ͅ-̵̢̛̱̯̲͇̜̤͖̓̾̃̅̎̇͂̈